Dating with lonesome Dutch babe

It can be so lonely. I'm in a relationship, but he hasn't been in touch for a while. Every day I wonder if it's my fault. I'm really not difficult; I always let him do his own thing when he needs to. But apparently, I'm not good enough. I hope to find someone here to vent to, but also to go on a nice date with. Time is ticking, and life is too short to sit around waiting for someone who doesn't want to be with me anyway.

We both know what we're doing here, right? I'm looking for a nice, horny guy to spoil me, and I'm guessing you're looking for a hot girl who wants to have sex. Wow, what a coincidence, it's me! We can't pass that up, can we? So, will you come over for some sex?

I don't think everyone disagrees about having an orgasm. But how do we best experience the journey to it? If it were up to me, it'd be in an exciting way. I'm thinking of oral sex, using hands, and maybe even somewhere exciting. I haven't experienced that last one very often.

You can't really call it a relationship between my boyfriend and me. We see each other once a month, and even then, there's little real contact. I'm looking for a man who understands me and who's interested in me being his girlfriend.