Fling with lovely Dutch girl

There are still a lot of things I want to learn and do, who can give me a helping hand?

After three years in a relationship, I'm single again. Not that I'm sad about it, because those weren't happy years. I haven't experienced much happiness, and I won't dwell on that now. Yet, I know I want a relationship again. My heart isn't meant to be alone. My heart wants to beat for a man who deserves it.

If you want to make me happy, you should invite me for a lovely day out in nature. I'll feel absolutely fantastic. Shall we explore all the beautiful places together?

A while back, I had my first boyfriend. It's already over, though. He deflowered me, but it wasn't quite what I'd imagined. It hurt, he was very quick, and not nearly as sweet as I'd hoped. Is sex so awful then? I always hear good things about it, but I really don't find it beautiful. Can someone prove to me that it can be different?