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My boyfriend has some very old-fashioned ideas and would prefer me to stay home and clean the house and take care of the kids when they're around. That's not how I'm wired, and I don't plan on living together.

I want to find an understanding man who understands that I'm feeling down because the relationship ended due to my betrayal. I want to meet a sweet, positive man who'll consider me a partner.

I've never met anyone this way before, but I'm willing to give it a try. Nothing ventured, nothing gained!

I have my life pretty much on track, so I shouldn't really complain. But sometimes I wonder, is this all there is? Should I be content with what I have, or should I do something completely different?