Date with delicious Dutch student

Despite a broken relationship, I still assume everything will work out in love. I'm sure there are guys out there who like me and would love to go out with me sometime.

I don't think everyone disagrees about having an orgasm. But how do we best experience the journey to it? If it were up to me, it'd be in an exciting way. I'm thinking of oral sex, using hands, and maybe even somewhere exciting. I haven't experienced that last one very often.

I moved in together too quickly, and now I'm realizing there's more to it than just fucking for the sake of fucking. There's also enjoyment and making love. My boyfriend doesn't want that; he just wants to fuck, and fucking isn't really what I want anymore. Can you help me get out of this rut? Secretly, though?

Now I don't know exactly how to ask, I'll just do it without any beating around the bush. I want to lose my virginity, it's okay now that I'm a good age, and I want it very soon.