Date with lonesome Dutch babe

I'm really done being alone. I haven't been in a relationship for three years, and I've had to manage without a boyfriend all that time. I hope there's someone out there who likes me and wants to get to know me.

Secretly, I'm hoping to find a very sweet and sensitive man here to pick my flower! I've been waiting to take that step for a while now! I'm just scared, so I really need an experienced man who will deflower me with the necessary respect! Very calm and sensual! Not like most of the people I've tried it with! They rip my clothes off, fumble over their pants, and at that moment, I feel more violated than attracted, so I try to get away as quickly as possible!

Who appreciates romance? A nice meal, candlelight, and all that. :-)

I can easily enjoy myself on my own, but every now and then I do miss having someone to share my life with. I have a good sense of humor, am sociable, and enjoy a drink now and then. I'm looking for someone who is straightforward and knows what they want.