Date with lonesome Dutch teen

Secretly, I'm really curious to see if I'll get a lot of responses. I'd love it, because I've been dry for almost six months now, and I'm ready to burst; I'm constantly wet. I don't need the men around me; I'm done with them, but I'm sure there's a nice guy here who'll come and tear me apart. Just keep in mind that you won't want anything else once you've slept in my bed.

You might laugh, but I've never experienced an erotic massage. Does anyone have experience with it?

What I want may not be possible, but I think it's important to have a good relationship and be friends first.

After my boyfriend died in a tragic accident, I haven't let anyone else into my life. Yet, I don't want to spend the rest of my life alone and in absolute sadness. Can you make my heart burn with longing again?