Date with lonesome Dutch teen

My best friend is gay. Nothing wrong with that, he's a sweetheart. Because I'm a bit of a pain in the ass, he wanted to teach me what it's like to have sex. That didn't work out, haha. He thinks I'm beautiful, but he says he can't handle me. So I'm looking for a man, preferably a bit older and patient, who wants to teach me what it's like.

There's a man in my life who isn't in my house, but my relationship isn't quite right. I'd love to be spoiled, secretly, by another nice man.

Exploring a man's body with my warm hands—I dream about this more and more. Will I find what I long for here?

I enjoy giving erotic massages the most. If I see something starting to develop during the massage, I know I've succeeded, and I'll slowly continue. Until you can't hold back any longer with your lust and start fucking me hard doggy-style.