Dating with kind Dutch babe

I might seem confident, but that's not always the case. I'm quite insecure and I'm looking for someone who can see through my mask.

Right now I'm still busy with my studies, and I can't really have a boyfriend there. Being forced to do fun things and justifying myself to each other just isn't really my thing. They always say it's a free-for-all, right?

Love is what I desperately need right now. Unfortunately, I don't have anyone who can give it to me, and it would be wonderful to meet a nice, sweet man who has an abundance of love and wants to share it with me.

I recently got into yoga, but unfortunately, my boyfriend doesn't want to participate. And now that tantra seems so interesting to me, does anyone have experience with this?