Dating with lonesome Dutch teen

I'm more attracted to a man's inner qualities than his physical appearance. I love sweet, kind men who are willing to help anyone and who know how to win my heart.

I find it oh so hot to walk around the house in lingerie and high heels. I fantasize about someone watching through the window, and it doesn't take long before I start doing it myself.

My best friend is gay. Nothing wrong with that, he's a sweetheart. Because I'm a bit of a pain in the ass, he wanted to teach me what it's like to have sex. That didn't work out, haha. He thinks I'm beautiful, but he says he can't handle me. So I'm looking for a man, preferably a bit older and patient, who wants to teach me what it's like.

I'm glad we don't live together; it makes it easier to break up. Things haven't been going well for months, and I'd like to meet a man who isn't insanely jealous and who immediately falls in love with me when he sees my photos.