Email lonesome Dutch teen

It still exists, and you'll be thrilled to read this. My boyfriend doesn't want sex before marriage. I want to lose my virginity before marriage, and that's why I need you. I want to know how good sex can be before I tie the knot.

Friends often call me crazy, maybe that's the image I like to portray, but deep down I can be quite insecure, shy, and not always all that cheerful. I'm also tired of being alone now, and I'd really love to find someone to share my joys and sorrows with. Don't worry, you'll still see my crazy side.

I don't have much experience, so that's my first wish: to have great sex with a boy or a man. I have other wishes, but they'll come when we're together. I'll keep things exciting for a while, because I know you'll enjoy it. I do like a bit of excitement.

After my ex broke up with me, I feel a bit awkward being single. It feels like I'm to blame and the cause of the breakup, while my ex was with someone else. I'd like to meet a guy again who wants to have a good time with me.