Fling with delicious Dutch student

The only relationship I've had was with a woman. I'm bisexual, but I prefer men. I'm cheerful, wake up every morning with a smile, and try to make the most of my day.

I really don't want to get married yet. My boyfriend proposed, and I haven't been able to answer yet. "Shit" is all that's going through my mind. I don't want this, and what's next? First, I'll vent everything with a date. A sex date to release all my feelings and thoughts. Not thinking about it, but enjoying the moment.

Since the relationship ended, I've noticed myself getting a little grumpier every day. I'm sure that if I meet a nice man who's a good fit for me and wants to start a relationship with me, I'll be a lot happier!

I want to meet the man who is conscious of life, reflective, and doesn't just jump on the bandwagon like a maniac. I hope we respect each other and see love in each other's eyes.