Fling with delicious Dutch student

I'm very happy, but it's just not in love. I do have a boyfriend, but that's about it. I want to meet a man I feel comfortable with, who loves me and wants to see me every day.

I've done a lot of exciting things in my young life. And that was fun; I had a hot, busy time. But now I want to do things differently. I still want hot sex, of course; you can't just give that up. But I want it to be with a partner who's always there for me, with whom I'm in a relationship. I want to settle down; I've lost my wild side.

My boyfriend thinks I'm too extreme and knows I'm looking for someone "on the side." He's okay with it. Do you have a problem with me having a boyfriend and it only being about sex?

I have a nice little house, a small garden, and actually, from the outside, a good life. Everything in order. But what people don't see is that I've also experienced sadness in my life, and that I end up sitting alone on the couch every night.