Sexdate with cute Dutch chick

Loneliness and anxiety played a role in my life for a while after my breakup. My motto now is to enjoy life to the fullest and only look forward. If you, like me, also do fun things, prepare yourself.

My ex left me. In the blink of an eye, he decided he didn't want to be with me anymore. I was left in shock and haven't seen him in almost a year. It's high time I met a man who's into me.

I don't think serious men exist anymore because they're all only after one thing. There's so much more to life than that. Being each other's buddies, where you can be completely open and honest, that's life. But who's open to that anymore?

So young, and yet already searching for a kind man. I didn't receive any love as a child, so perhaps I'm looking for that in a man. I'm very unhappy in my relationship. Will someone please break me out of this cocoon?