Sleep with lonesome Dutch teen

I've been single for six months now, and my ex cheated on me back then. That seems like reason enough to end the relationship. The man I'm looking for isn't like my ex and only has my attention.

Actually, I always wear earbuds or headphones. Just put on some music and do whatever I feel like. The only time I hear from people around me is when I start singing along, but whether that's a good thing, I'll leave that up to you to decide.

I've never had a boyfriend before, and I'm looking forward to one. I think it would be really fun to do things together—going out, going to the movies, you name it. But I also hope there's romance between us.

Every week my boyfriend has a party that I'm not allowed to attend. I wonder what he does then and barely trust him anymore. The evenings and nights are boring, and I'm looking for a sexy man to keep me company regularly.