Date with kind Dutch babe

Maybe I'll meet someone here who will cheer me up. I've had a few relationships, but I'm a bit fed up with constant disappointments.

I think it goes without saying? Sex on a regular basis, and preferably discreet!

I think it would be incredibly exciting to have a lover on the side. I think everyone has that these days, right? So you can definitely be in a relationship; I just find it more exciting. What are your preferences?

I'm someone who always looks on the bright side, even my relationship, which certainly isn't great. But I have to admit, I feel a bit discouraged when my boyfriend puts me in my place again, tearing me down with his nasty remarks.