Sex with hot Dutch student

I don't think men are lining up for me, but that could be different here, of course. I hope to meet at least one layman; if he doesn't become my lover, I'll hopefully have a friend for life.

I would love to be humiliated as the dirtiest whore you can imagine.

No matter how I do it, I never get it right. Why is it so hard to find a man who wants to go on a date with me? It seems like all the men are taken or that I'm not attractive enough. I honestly don't know anymore. I can't ask anyone for advice because I'm terribly ashamed to admit to my friends that I'm still a virgin. Should I just join a nunnery? Am I never allowed to know what it's like to have sex with a man?

I've come to the conclusion that my relationship isn't working. We don't connect well enough and we live too far apart. I want to meet a man who lives close to me and who wants to move in together if we're a good fit.