Penetrate lonesome Dutch teen

If you're the one who can make me go crazy, I'd love to see you at breakfast after we've spent the night together. If the night is wonderful, I'd like you back in my bed after breakfast.

Lonely evenings and weekends aren't for me. I keep trying to find a girlfriend to keep me company, but of course, they have their own families. I want a man around again, someone I can always rely on and who will hopefully fall in love with me.

I admit I'm someone who takes life in stride and enjoys every moment. That's also why I don't want to commit myself at my age. I still feel too young for that. I do want to expand my circle of friends, and who knows, maybe it will lead to something.

Being affectionate with each other, listening and talking. But also being able to joke around and be silly together. Does that still exist in a relationship? A partner who is also a friend?